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there’s alot of those online jobs and i want to know which ones i can actually trust.
here are a few links just so you know what sort of thing im talking about:

http://www.mpney.com/

http://www.rebby-oar.com/make900.htm

http://www.surveylot.com/

and so on…

I need a SERIOUS answer from people who actually signed up to them.

People
Places
Things

Uhg, I get so upset over small things.
Like well, it’s not small to me, but
I was taught all my life through school, parents, and everyone else that if you can be anything you want to be if you work hard at it.

Well for 1 Why do they tell people this upright f**kin lie!?
I can never be what I want to be no matter how hard I try.
Because you can’t change you looks and I dislike the way I look.
No money in the world can get me to NATURALLY look like what I want to look like.

But I have sort of gotten over that, the main thing is, why is it that no matter HOW HARD I WORK that someone will ALWAYS be better, or have better things than me. Even when they don’t need or deserve the things they have. They have it regardless. It sucks because I am surrounded by this and can’t get away from it. It kind of makes me want to go to jail forever because at least then everyone is in the same sh*thole and there isn’t too much one person can have that another person might not have.
It made me want to go to a communist/socialist country so I can get away from everything that drives me crazy like that. Why does it feel so bad to know that you are inferior and always will be?
And there is nothing you can do to get around it, no matter how hard I work and try and stress myself and give myself ulcers from going to school and trying my best to get everything perfect and well, it just feels bad to know that I will never achieve anything great in my life.
So I just need to know how I can STOP WORRYING AND FEELING BAD about it.

Don’t tell me that I can achieve whatever I want and something I do will matter because that is completely false.

#2 Even when I have the money, I STILL can’t get anything I want or need because stores don’t sell them and I don’t have a credit card to get them online because of this stupid hell called paypal and half of everyone on eBay ONLY excepts pay pal. It sucks soo badly. I HATE that.
It’s just depressing because I work SO hard for the money to get something, to discover I can’t get it.
Sucks, sucks, sucks! God it drives me crazy. I hate that.

Please if you have any ideas on what I can do to stop worrying, stressing myself, being upset and depressed about it. Let me know.

Something that used to make me feel better but has stopped working was knowing someone out there has a worst life than I do, but it’s not working. I already know my life could be worst like being some starving kid in Africa or India. And this is starting to make me feel worst knowing other people have worst lives and are doing fine but I am dwelling on small things compared to all that. Wtf? That actually really makes me feel worst. Wtf wft wfth ?
I mean, why are all these other people feeling better than me and I am the only one who gets upset over small things like my whole life dream and teachings being a lie and etc.

All my friends are busy with their own lives. My mother just says be thankful for what I have. This makes it worst as it brings up the whole other people have it worst and you are feeling bad about something like that. So there is really no one to talk to. It sucks. I wish my computer would talk back to me. I drown myself in videogames and fake friends on myspace to try to cover up everything.
I have over 1400 friends on myspace yet I have talked to less than 7 of them in an actual conversation.
Idk what to think of that. That’s either really ironic or just plain out sad.

Oh, another thing that does not work is god. God never really worked ever. I pray and nothing happens so I don’t really believe in all that stuff.

So if anyone has anything new, please share.
I hate life, there isn’t much point in living.
Over 2 years ago I went somewhere in a place where I could not harm myself or others because I tried killing myself.
I really don’t see the point in living. Btw fyi absolutely NO medications have EVER worked for me. No matter what the dose, how string or what it was. Some either gave me more energy, made my stomach hurt, made me paranoid, made me sleepy, or made me even more depressed.
Medicine has never worked.
If I don’t get any real help on here other than this being reported, and/or getting negative answers or some stupid answer like go get help, or not getting any this will my fragile existence crash. There is no point in life so far. Ah, why?

But if no one has any ideas, please simple state that and it will be a neutral thing.
If someone at least tried to answer, then that will be good enough.