I work at an apartment building for seniors and disabled and a young man that I moved in last week wrote me this letter and I don’t know what to do. It’s in his spelling and stuff.
“For two years I lived at the old address. For a year and a half I knew of the situation but didn’t know the location. I knew I was being watched so at first I started doing random things such as staring at the wall for an hour, washing the mirrors several times a day and such the like anything to try an hear if they talked, to get an idea of who and where.
“Being raised in a single parent Abusive home I hold alot of anger and pain inside and I moved to that place to have freedom and privacy.
“To think I couldn’t have that angered me and I became spitful and started doing ignorrant and personal things thinking if I was going to be watched I’d give them a show in hope that they would stop or at least try to fix the situation.
“But insted no one stopped and it worsend and the one veiwer became more than 10 which the main 3 lived down the hall
“The more ignorrant I acted, the more they talked. The more they talked, the closer I got to finding the spot
“I narrowed it down to the living room so I spent most my time there, even sleept on the couch even though I had a bed.
“eventually, I figured out tha the spot was by the door leading to the hall. I have proof and voice recordings But what good would it do? It would just anger Them and make things worse.
“Now. . .I’m trying to set a Godly example I repented of my ignorance but rightly so I’m dealing with the consequence of my actions But sadly friends of the people live here. . .on my floor. I heard them talking and it wasnt long before word spread.
“I don’t feel secure. I try to go about the day: cook, make coffee, wash up, play my online games to pass time and chat. but I still cant focus. I try to read in the bible and listen to the christian radio but being alone I have no comfort. I contacted a few churches and wating a response from Mike Bartolone, to see if ther is transportation to his church.
“If I could move I would, but I think ther is a bigger plan but I don’t know what to do.
“I dont know why but I feel I trust you. I rarle talk to anyone and am taking anxiety meds for my anti socialness as it is.
“I’m trying to be christian I was in ’97 but I have no guidence an no one to talk to.
“I’m not sure what good this will do but at least you’ll know a bit more about the situation and a bit more of why I carry around such emptyness.
“I don’t trust the phone line as silly as it sounds. At the old place the lines were crossed and it’s an record 2 people came to fix it.
“You can contact me by email if you like. Please shred this after you read I dont trust talking in public I’m not sure what the new year will bring. but I moved here to save money so I could get back in school and finish my high school levels
“Hope you had a good christmas and new year.”
I suppose I will delete this and I already did shred the letter. I just don’t know how to approach the subject. I don’t want him to think I’m blowing him off, especially if he has no one else.
